You. That is why.

When you comment on my posts that you understand, or you're sorry, or that you love me? That may be the only positive experience I have that day. I know I SHOULD live for myself, but I can't. So I live for you. To tell my life experiences. The things that made me who I am.

Dealing with PTSD, childhood sexual abuse, suicide, prematurity, abuse, horrible (now-dead) parents? Is a load of fun. (Sorry, sarcasm is my primary language.) By sharing stories of my mother's suicide and my own self-hatred, your love and support makes my life a little more bearable. Every single one of you.

The Band, each and every single one of you is awesome, and I love all of y'all!! Thank you for sharing your stories. The ones that we all smile reading. But especially the ones that make us lose our shit. Because you've been there, survived, and lived to tell the story. Thank you, Band.

Your love is the only unconditional love I've ever received.

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